I have been doing a lot of thinking on and off the past few months. I still need to sort it all out in my head and write up my thoughts, but at the moment, it is 4 in the morning. I need to go to sleep.
Later, I will be more erudite about starting over... again... It will involve a brand new start weight, a refreshed view of my body and myself, and a new set of guidelines for dealing with choices.
Until then, good night.